I try
A crochet project

I love crochet. I don’t know why, exactly, but I love it.
I haven’t been diagnosed, but I think I have ADHD. I seem like I got into crochet after I was thinking a lot about ADHD, and how it would help.
Anyways, I love filling my life with crochet.
I’ve been at it for a while, but I’ve never really felt good about my crocheted stuff.
I’m trying to make a bucket hat. I followed a tutorial, but then it looked WAY different than it was supposed to, so now I’m just winging it. I really hope it turns out. I need a crochet win. It would make me feel so much more secure about my projects, and in general about myself.
All of my friends from Crochet Club have been doing it for so much less time-yet they’re better than I am.
I thought it was practice, but honestly, I crochet 24/7, day in and day out.
Hopefully I can keep practicing, and hopefully this bucket hat will turn out.